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Depression is not a sign of weakness, it is a sign that you have been trying to be strong for too long

You may wonder why i openly write about depression. It is said that it helps to come out of it if you talk to someone or write about it. I cant talk to someone. NO ONE. But the least i can do is write.

I wish it was easier for me to face this. Wish people understood better what is depression. Wish someone could help me.

Been having a recurrent dream. I was standing on top of a building, dressed in white flow y dress, looking down and I jumped. A peaceful and serene feeling came after that. Maybe because everything ended. 

E V E R Y T H I N G ended.

I thought about it. Thinking about it. Sometimes i hear whispers of encouragement. Maybe lucifer's ready to have me. "Just end it. Why suffer? When there is a solution to everything. Why live such a L I F E?"